Bakit kung sino pa ang walang pasok, sila pa yung hinatid sa dorm? Ako na may pasok, hindi man lang nila binalak ihatid ako sa dorm ko. Napakalaking abala ko ba kung ihahatid ako hanggang qc? lololol what a great way to start the week. Me realizing i’m such an inconvenience. :—-)
I think the saddest part about losing someone is being able to feel them drifting away. Being able to tell by the way they talk to you or text you that you’re not of importance anymore. You can literally feel them slipping through your fingertips, not being able to do a single thing.
Yesterday, I decided to use my old 4th yr hs bag. And habang inaadjust ko yung strap ng bag ko, bigla ko na lang siyang naalala for like a millisecond lang naman. Today, I saw a pair or earrings and decided to put it on. And guess what? Bigla ko ulet siya naalala. Hindi ko gustong maalala siya to be honest. Hindi naman ako naging nostalgic or something. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko to binoblog. I know hindi blog worthy to… Siguro kasi alam kong nakalimot na ako. Pero bakit ganun, pag may mga bagay na nagpapaalala sayo sa isang tao, bumabalik yung mga memories? I swear, nawala na sa utak ko yung memories regarding the bag and the earrings pero nagresurface yung memories bigla bigla. And I hate it. Really. Gusto ko makalimot completely. I thought I already did, but his ghost is still haunting me. Until now. =(((