Huhu Im enjoying his company more and more each day. :(( I want my halaman life back. :(((

Now, I know bakit sinasabi nila na ang highschool friends ay medyo hanggang second year college lang. HUHU every time nag-iinvite ako sa isang event or something, they (always) reject me. Ok fine. Medyo malayo nga QC pero :(((((( ugh nakakatampo pa rin. I’m trying to keep our friendship alive. Minsan ko na lang sila makachat. Tapos everytime I do, wala na kami halos mapag-usapan. Idk man. May life na sila without me in it. It’s kinda sad but :((((( huhu lol whatever. Dati pa naman nila ako nirereject (sa mga invites ko). (And minsan ganun din ako sa kanila. e.g I don’t go to Alabang to visit my bff. But I used to go to DLSU dati.) Lol never gonna invite them anymore. I should know better. :—-)

Bakit kung sino pa ang walang pasok, sila pa yung hinatid sa dorm? Ako na may pasok, hindi man lang nila binalak ihatid ako sa dorm ko. Napakalaking abala ko ba kung ihahatid ako hanggang qc? lololol what a great way to start the week. Me realizing i’m such an inconvenience. :—-)

paragonikathryn:

This toddler just discovered she can, in fact, hug dogs. And she is fucking proud.

paragonikathryn:

This toddler just discovered she can, in fact, hug dogs. And she is fucking proud.

I think the saddest part about losing someone is being able to feel them drifting away. Being able to tell by the way they talk to you or text you that you’re not of importance anymore. You can literally feel them slipping through your fingertips, not being able to do a single thing.

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HAVE SOME PENGUINS CHASING A BUTTERFLY

08.09.14 ~ One of the best nights ever, I swear.

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My funeral

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Yesterday, I decided to use my old 4th yr hs bag. And habang inaadjust ko yung strap ng bag ko, bigla ko na lang siyang naalala for like a millisecond lang naman. Today, I saw a pair or earrings and decided to put it on. And guess what? Bigla ko ulet siya naalala. Hindi ko gustong maalala siya to be honest. Hindi naman ako naging nostalgic or something. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko to binoblog. I know hindi blog worthy to… Siguro kasi alam kong nakalimot na ako. Pero bakit ganun, pag may mga bagay na nagpapaalala sayo sa isang tao, bumabalik yung mga memories? I swear, nawala na sa utak ko yung memories regarding the bag and the earrings pero nagresurface yung memories bigla bigla. And I hate it. Really. Gusto ko makalimot completely. I thought I already did, but his ghost is still haunting me. Until now. =(((